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9月16日 murderA man has been arrested after the bodies of two women in their early 20s were found in a flat in Birmingham. Ryland Street in the city centre has been sealed off following Monday afternoon's discovery. Police have not said how the women were killed, but said they were subjected to a "sustained and violent attack". The 28-year-old man, from Birmingham, was arrested by Kent Police on Tuesday morning as he tried to board a ferry in Dover. Police said the man may have been known to the women, who had lived together in the flat. However, they said he was not related to them. Det Ch Supt Dave Mirfield said he believed "at least" one weapon had been used in the attack and they have now launched a murder inquiry. He added that officers were in contact with the women's next of kin. Police said the women were discovered by the building's concierge following concerns from their family members. Forensic officers are at the scene and post-mortem examinations are expected to be held later. The Placido apartment block, where the bodies were found, has been cordoned off. The apartments are part of the recently-built Jupiter development near Broad Street, the city's entertainment centre. Mr Mirfield said the bodies had not yet been moved and that the scene was "challenging, forensically". He added there was a "substantial amount of blood" inside many of the rooms and he believed the women had been killed "some time over the weekend". 'Horrendous crime' Supt Matt Ward said they believed it had been an "isolated incident". "Although this is a tragic and horrendous crime, at this stage we believe it to be an isolated incident," he said. "Other members of the Ladywood community can go about their normal business in safety." The Reverend Simon Ramsay, of the Unitarian New Meeting church in Ryland Street, said there was a mixture of foreign students and business people living in the complex. He added that there was a "great disparity" between the Jupiter Apartments and the nearby inner-city deprived areas. He said: "We've housing association houses, council houses and people who are living a completely different life-style to these people living over this side in luxury apartments." 这日子真tmd恐怖了,我们家这都能杀人,555~~~大家注意安全啊 4月5日 blackpool刚从blackpool回来感觉人都快瘫了,尤其是因为我们一行人的高超投篮技术而得来的4条超大鲨鱼着实让我们哭笑不得,想想,从blackpool大老远带上火车加转车再加挤车,我们扛着4条大鲨鱼简直到哪里都是惹人注目的一道“亮丽风景”。。不过值得一提的是,其中一条是我自己的战利品, 就一球哦,嘿嘿,不像某某人,投了块20磅才进了一球
3月27日 转贴来的,送给你和你的遗憾![]() 佛家语,荼蘼是花季最后盛开的花,开到荼蘼花事了,只剩下开在遗忘前生的彼岸的花。曼珠沙华,又称彼岸花,一般认为是生长在三途河边的接引之花。在那儿大批大批的开着这花,远远看上去就像是血所铺成的地毯, 又因其红的似火而被喻为”火照之路” 也是这长长黄泉路上唯一的风景与色彩. 人就踏着这花的指引通向幽冥之狱。花香传说有魔力,能唤起死者生前的记忆。它生长的地方大多在田间小道,河边步道和墓地,所以别名也叫做死人花。一到秋天,就绽放出妖异浓艳得近于红黑色的花朵,整片的彼岸花看上去便是触目惊心的赤红,如火,如血,如荼。
“彼岸花,开一千年,落一千年,花叶永不相见。 情不为因果,缘注定生死。”——《佛经》 彼岸花,开彼岸,花开不见叶,见叶不见花; 花叶两不相见,生生相错... ——谨以此篇,缅怀我逝去的日子。 ![]() 仰望,体味风带来的阵阵幽香 弥漫着,蓝色的忧郁,红色的忧伤 红色铺满了大地,随着风 复苏了前世的记忆 挥手,送走了往日沉积的执著 原来,就算爱情没结果 彼岸仍绽放出鲜红的花朵 身后,荼蘼绽放,一簇簇,鲜红的燃烧 我看见彼岸的花朵,花叶一生生错过 绽放在三界外,为逝者指引来时的路 我看见弱水彼岸,有一群快乐的少年 笑声穿过心田,响彻天际外
风带走了最后一片花瓣 也带走了一份清纯的思念 一份无始无终的爱恋 我听见一个熟悉的声音划过: 要么相爱一生 要么永不再相见...
3月25日 这个难啊经过数天琢磨和酝酿,我这八百年才“拉”出几个字的space终于被我彻底大改革了一番,personally 认为比原先的好些不少
好,现在进入正题的是,TIBET,西藏,我们祖国XXX年来不可分割地一部分,近日非常之不安分和令人发指,详情大家也差不多知道了,o这也就不在罗嗦,只是希望我们中华民族的热血儿女们无论身在何处也要支持祖国,谴责那些无耻之徒的暴力行径。。。那些小猪猡们,在某些大猪猡教唆下破坏大好的社会秩序,威胁人们生命财产安全,简直无恶不作,人人得而诛之。。。。。哎,越说越激动,反而看似在在这竟是冠冕堂皇的措辞,anyway, those so called right-minded ppl wherever you are in the world,pls pls shut ur mouth Fxxk up n go to learn abit history abt China, don just bark but know nothin abt our culture, give your "righteous tone" to those ppl who really need help indeed elswhere!
remember: TIBET was a part of China,and, it will always be a part of China!!!
2月10日 吴侬软语This is the 1st blog in 2008.
seems like it's poorly forgotten by human beings..includin me..lol
Spring's coming wif sun shine,real cozy weather...nothing much change in my life last year though there should've some changes..
actually i have got nothing special to say..my lazy instinct driven out the intereste to everything..Jesus 10月4日 如此这般。。。.....当香烟爱上火柴,注定被伤害...
.....不要轻言说爱,许下的承诺就是欠下的债。
……老鼠对猫说:我爱你,猫说你走开,老鼠流泪走开,谁也没有看见.
老鼠走后猫也流下了一滴泪.其实有一种爱叫放弃.... .....如果你是我眼中的一滴泪,我永远都不会哭,因为,我怕失去你
.....一只风筝一辈子只为一跟线冒险。 .....女人善变的是脸,男人善变的是心
……在爱的世界里没有谁对不起谁,只有谁不懂得珍惜谁。
.....叶子的离开是风的追求,还是树的不挽留,谁也说不清楚。
.....问世间情为何物,佛曰“废物”。
世间每个不同的角落都在演义着不同的故事,开始相信生命只不过是一场尘世的烟花,时而璀璨时而荒凉。…… 1月7日 nitemare心痛的感觉原来在梦中更加清晰,更是一时难以平复的忐忑。。。她总是在梦里看见他们,没有欢乐,却总是伴随的厄运和不幸;她总是在梦里似乎可以伸手触摸到他们,却如空气般在指尖划过,看似眼前发生的一切她自己却只能像个无助的婴孩惊恐的张望着。。。。。
于是她总是伴着剧烈的心痛,伤心的眼泪醒来。。。
是梦?是梦!!!
都说噩梦要说给人听,才能破解它的不幸。。。人云亦云,但是她只希望。。一切都好。。。。 10月26日 Singaporei dreamed of the days i was in singapore last nite againe...all images are vividly still...
i cant figure out why...sometimes the feelings suddenly stroke me like the past reminiscence still goes on in ma mind..
i miss ppl there who were gettin along with me ..tho' most of them hav left there...
that was the 1st 2yrs i was experiencing independence since i left ma parents..tho' i miss them so much...but seems like i hav used to it...lol....a bit feeling sad ....
i hope i could go back to visit singapore sometime....the beautiful place that i hav ever stayed at....
7月23日 胃痛今天出奇的胃痛。。。
J's gone to Wing Wah for his first day this morning...
seems life turn to be cozy for me...lol...im expectin'work with J together soon...n' looking forward to travel around Eu with him in the next few mth too.....
it was just a weird thought slipped thro' ma mind yesterday...so,im begining to collect those chinese lieders which played by chinese traditional musical instruments....sounds nice anyway...
5月6日 夜有一种感言,有一种心情,我这颗杞人忧天的脑袋似乎总是装着一些占了我大部分精力的却有很无谓的东西。。。
。。。随之而来的也是莫名的伤感。。。
爸爸总说我老生活在不实际的虚幻世界中,难道这真的是我?可是这样的我确实令我讨厌却又不想摈弃。。。
痛并快乐着。。。
死去的躯壳毫无生气的消失在尘世,果真还留有不朽的灵魂游荡在人间,看世事变迁,沧海桑田么?
我只想要看着我想爱的人。。。。朋友,爱人,家人们的幸福。。。
我还在学习着,也在摸索着。。。
不能尽如人意,但愿好人好梦。。。。
4月2日 光与影的美丽传说 “梦中的花儿总是那么旖旎,绽放着青春,阳光的微笑。”博拉图喃喃的说,“小时候,总幻想着自己可以变作一只美丽的云雀,在云中自由的翱翔,那时候的天是多么的蓝,草是多么的绿啊。哦,对了,还有那个美丽的女孩,那个流云般的梦。” 其实生活有时候很缥缈,他总使你最美好的东西成为记忆。 博拉图生活的城邦中,自由女神主宰了一切,她的神庙是所有公民的精神依托。传说,自由女神每一千年现世一次,她的现世会给城邦带来新的繁荣。 从很小的时候,博拉图边总做一个梦,梦见一位美丽的女孩领着自己在神秘之林玩耍,他们与精灵跳舞,与树妖嬉戏,与花神捉迷藏……突然,天空撕开了一个旋转的黑洞,烟雾弥漫了整个森林,精灵,树妖,花神也都不见了。博拉图使劲的拉着女孩的手,生怕她也会消失……茫茫中,忽然一声巨响,比拉图便被惊醒了。他一次次的重复着这个梦,一次次的重复。 “那个女孩到底是谁呢?她以后怎么样了阿?”这个问题一直困扰着博拉图,而女孩美丽的倩影也早已深深的印在了他的心中,因为他知道,那是圣洁的天使,是他梦中的真爱。 这也许听起来很荒谬,但博拉图却真的爱上了女孩,他怀念他们在梦中度过的每一秒,怀念她的每一个微笑,每一句言语……只有那时候,博拉图才觉得世界是如此的纯真,如此的真实,没有谎言和欺骗,没有虚伪和做作,没有战争,有的只是两颗至纯心灵的神圣的交流…… 直到有一天,他遇见了神谕婆婆,婆婆告诉他,在遥远的北方,有一座山,叫奥林匹亚山,山上有十二个神庙,每个神庙都有一位守护神,他们一起守护着山顶的大祭坛,自由女神费雯娜每千年便降生在那里,然后当她长大的时候,便为大地播撒自由的福音,使大地重新恢复繁荣。而他梦见的女孩就是千年降生一次的自由女神。 梦境时常成为现实的倒影,而它们之间的冲突又常使我们陷入另一种痛苦之中。 神谕婆婆的话使博拉图不知所措,因为他知道,他深爱着费雯娜,她是他的一切,而要见他的梦中情人就必须战胜那十二位法力无边的守护神。 痛苦蔓延了整个的地平线,艰难的抉择感摧残着博拉图的神经, “那是真爱,是灵魂之间跨越空间的爱恋,但我又怎么才能战胜那十二位守护神呢?况且她是神,我知道她也爱我,但我是人啊,我们之间的爱情又怎们能战胜这世间的阻碍呢?……天神也许会因此发怒而降罪与人间的,我怎么能因自己的爱情而使整个的城邦受难呢?”博拉图陷入了深深的痛苦之中,“上天为什么要这么捉弄我呢,为什么?为什么阿?” “难道爱一定需要痛苦作为基石才能放出芬芳吗?” 其实,痛苦的存在从来只是现实生活的扩张,它承载了太多的非理性的思维。也许,某种狂热的感性认识是必需的思想要素,但超出了特定的范围,它只会成为一种负担。 博拉图没有放弃,因为他坚信:“只要有梦想,就一定要去实现。荆棘丛生,那只是过客逃避的借口,真的勇士,只会不顾一切的努力攀登,山路是他们生命的一部分,你越过一个一个的行人,努力向前,山颠便是你命运的归宿。” 婆婆告诉他:“在海外有一个岛,叫亚特兰蒂斯,那里有一位哲学王,拥有许多上古时代已经失落的智慧;在极地的冰雪中住着一个名叫维的巫师,他具有超强的法术;在东方的天空中,有一座漂浮在空中的仙岛,世界之子乌拉诺斯便住在那里,他力大无穷。也许他们能帮助你,孩子,你去找他们寻找帮助吧,婆婆这里有一把创世纪时遗留下来的天郧宝剑,它威力巨大,你拿去用吧,孩子,祝你好运。” 于是,博拉图踏上了征途。在他脚下,世界已变得渺小,为了自己心爱的人,向着梦想进发……
3月12日 the memoriesa story that mentioned me about it...we are livin' in the material world,fame and gain seem to us more likely important to pursue..so as we might ignore the existence of MEMORY,that we used to love,to treasure,to preserve..........
sounds bit stupit to create memories,but why not?i may not know what happen tomorrow,things sometimes could not be controled by our mind easily,anyhow,we can still keep those memories that we'r thinking worth to keep even we may lose them one day...as i mentioned be4,im the person who's been always afraid of memoryless mind when im old........things i've done,ppl i have met with my heart are those memories that i'd love to keep,but still need some to create for now................ 3月11日 无题可能每个人都会有这样的时刻吧,明明很多种心情却不知道要表达什么。。。。
又想到某年某月,那是怎样的一幅画面,人说女人的心思变化特别快,其实因人而异把,就算是变化也是更趋向成熟和切合现实,有时总讨厌自己患得患失的无聊情绪,也许只会徒增一些伤感。。。。
我也不希望 只是过客。。。。。。。。。
想到今天自己做的荒唐事就惭愧,竟然可以做错车,白白挨冻好久。。。。。 10月26日 the time passed me by...didn't even realised tt the things i've done in the past yrs......all of us have been temporalized in the world,wuta we gonne do next?for me ,there seems do have plenty things fore,no matter it's just for a short time existence..i moften dominated by emotions,tho' i sometimes quite confused about whether it's bad..however,wut i understand now is i do need some kind of changes,my attitude,my naive thoughts....tho' its hard to change one's intrinsic attributes..well.then could i possibly?lolzz...seems like i've talked too much here and bit kinda unintelligible..hahh..yer,,ok,its early moring now n' im just playin around here,just ignore it then.... 4月15日 听首歌吧san francisco《阿甘正传》主题曲 if you're going to san francisco 4月14日 我心中的仙剑我绝对不是仙剑迷,对他的名字只有模糊的源于男生们口中的电玩游戏,可能那段无聊的时光总是让我按耐不住,那就是疯狂看戏,哈,什么都看,也不乏这部很受仙剑迷们争议的古装剧。不解的是,结尾的15分钟给我的震撼是到现在的。可能有人觉得我傻,有点不可思议,可是我切切实实的记得那后来的几分钟自己有如身负千斤顶般动弹不得,难过?痛苦?被人物命运所感染? “斗转星移,时光飞逝,时间可以抹去一切记忆,但是带不走伤痕和那份深深的情感,那是注定要伴随我一生的。他不是回忆,而是情感的全部”。 撇开剧情脱离游戏改编成如何不说,我确实为人物的种种所感动,赵灵儿无疑是个值得另李逍遥着迷的女人,清新脱俗,宛如荷莲,可是她的身世,背负的使命,注定了她的悲恸结局:既不回头,何必不忘, 既然无缘,何须誓言。 今日种种,似水无痕, 明夕何夕,君已末路。 和李逍遥的新婚之夜,灵儿默咏此诗,隐喻着无奈,眷恋。。。然而,片刻的幸福似乎永远都是人们追求的,即使赵灵儿身陷索妖塔,即便是了解重回李逍遥身边的后果,爱依然让她义无反顾。李逍遥是个余杭镇上的市井小混混,还经常语不惊人死不休:“男人最大的幸运,发财之后死老婆”,可是命中注定,并不在他记忆中的十年前,他曾遇见过他这生的挚爱,是矢志不渝的爱。 谁也逃离不了命运,女娲的后人又怎样?灵儿是属于南召国人民的,即使是生命。。。春花烂漫的山坡上,经历沧桑的二人仿佛回到初识般的甜蜜,抛开一切过去: “灵儿,我已经想好了,我们呢先歇息几天,然后呢,就带你回余杭镇,好不好?”, “好啊,我好想婶婶,还有,小虎哥哥 ” “。。。你说忆如长大了像你还是像我啊?“ "像你喽" "我觉得呢,最好她的眼睛啊,有你那么大,鼻子呢,有我那么高,我说啊,最好就是一半像你一半像我"……. 。。。灵儿。。。,怎么了,怎么会这样。。?(逍遥举起手,鲜血淋漓) “逍遥哥哥。。。灵儿没事。。。我们回家吧 ” “灵儿。。。 ” "我没事的,逍遥哥哥,真的,我们……我们回家吧……" "灵儿,你到底怎么了....."......她以不堪重负的倒在血泊中,逍遥颤抖着,抱起那犹如疲倦小鸟的灵儿... “你就为了刚才那个承诺,才一直留着这口气么?..." "逍遥哥哥,我不会死的,我要留在逍遥哥哥身边……逍遥哥哥……从小……就没有爹娘在身边……他经常去……装疯卖傻……其实比谁都细心……逍遥哥哥的生活……过得很苦……他身边最好的朋友……都离开他了……灵儿不想再让他……这么痛苦……灵儿答应过……要……给你幸福…… 李逍遥流下的是血泪,仰望苍穹,仿佛再见漫天红色蒲公英。。。 逍遥怀抱忆如,神情木然的面对着剑圣,那双曾经冰冷而古板的手轻轻抚在逍遥的头上,霎时,剑圣愕然,他感应到了什么?他看到了什么?常人难以承受的无限痛苦么?“你明白么。。”逍遥沉重而苍白的问了最后一句。是,剑圣不会明白,他能明白的只是通过自己的神力感应到的撕心裂肺的痛楚,却永远不会明白在逍遥心底的那份刻骨铭心。 我信奉着他们的经典对白,尽管过程是充满辛酸的泪水, 挥类别痴心,只怨情长天未冷, 真爱永不悔,盼君忆我千百世。 爱情如此,夫复何求,这是我心中的一段仙剑情缘,即使脱离了原著的滋味,仍深深感动着我:这个世上真的存在着矢志不渝的爱,他在天涯海角处,是你一直期待的人,在我心中一直燃烧的火焰引伸向对方,我们双双燃烧着,再也分不请你我。我们化成比翼鸟在天际一同飞翔,飞越过颠簸的高山,也越过湍急的河流,回归到时间的起点,也去到世界的尽头,我们一直飞一直飞,没有半点倦意,我们都知道这就是海枯石烂矢志不渝那一刹那,就是我们永恒的标记。
4月13日 wut a miserable day!i was totally beated by alcohol,vomitted like a fool...yer,im a fool,but cant help myself,God will bless me tho' i guess. however,i finally released myself at tt moment,the feeling tt no one else could touch,even myself.....alcohol is the God! |
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